Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across an open field
When flowers gaze at you, they're not the only ones who cry when they see you
You said, You don't know me, you don't even care
She said, You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains
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I have a good mind to go Boston.
Why?
"I think I'll go to Boston,I think that I'm just tired. I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind. I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset. I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice."
Yeah, I need a new life.
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There's so much stress and pressure here.
We keep having to work hard work hard all the time.
If we don't, as easy as that,"You'll become a toilet cleaner or road sweeper."
And we'll have to take xams, kick butts and come home with results and study again.
I want to migrate.
To Hawaii.
I want to live at a house by the beach.
Anytime I feel like it, I'll go out and surf.
When it's time to make money, I'll take up a job as a waitress at a restaurant and pay the rent.
And when it's time again, I'll head out to surf.
I'll buy a motorbike, or a jeep.
And get around.
To me, that's my ideal life.
And I'm not going to hang around till I'm old and scraggly to do this.
I'll make it happen.
"If you want it badly enough, you'll get it."
That's Plan A.
Plan B:
Stay in Singapore.
Study hard enough to get a scholarship in Journalism.
Be a UN journalist, get posted to third world countries to help those orphans and disease ridden people.
Make enough money and raise awareness.
Then retire young and settle down to life at Hawaii again.
It's not stupid.
When I have enough of playing, seen enough of life, I want to be a writer.
Afterall, that's all I've wanted to do.
I've haven't told my parents this though.
They think its just another lame joke of mine.
But to me, its Stealing Heaven.
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I don't aspire to be famous.
Beacause when you're famous, everyone follows you around.
And you lose your sense of freedom.
This sucks, because it means you don't even have privacy.
Anything you do might appear on the press.
Paparazzis are ruthless.
They lie, steal, and stalk.
I pity celebrities.
I don't envy them.
I feel sad for them.
I don't like saying sorry to someone who just lose their love ones.
They wouldn't want a stupid sorry.
They wouldn't want to talk.
They just want someone to hold the while they cry.
"To have someone to hold you could be the greatest medicine of all."
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Watched Wizards of Waverly Place yesterday.
The episode where they has time travel and Justin got his first kiss.
OH GAWD.
It's just so funny.
He pretended to kiss everything he coud get his hands on.
It's really funny.
It starts during somewhere around 2 mintues in the video I think.
Justin is hot.
Cheryl claims.
Okay, maybe a little.
I just thinks he's funny.
Maybe he's not in reality.
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I miss trainings. Alot.
I missing out on everything that my team mates are currently enjoying.
Maybe I deserved this.
I'm turning vegetarian and I'm taking up photography and learning French.
That's enough, I guess.
I can't squeeze netball in already.
It's too late anyway.
So yep.
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I was too lazy to move my ass to go gym today.
Tomorrow then.
Baby, I can't wait for Hawaii!
HAHA.
Although that's gonna be quite a long while.
I prefer Plan B though.
Maybe I should swapped them.
But it's still Stealing Heaven.
C'est la vie.
C'est une félicité.
C'est le ciel !
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Au revoir!
L'amour,
Cherie